drunk

I'm not sure how this happens, but sometimes it does. You ever wake up
still being drunk? I went drinkin last night and got to bed drunk (not
sloppy, hammered, and vomiting but kindly buzzed with moments of
unnecessary laughter) then I woke up to get ready for work. Came into work
and now it's about 3 hours since I woke up....but yeah....still
light-headed and can't walk that straight. I could really use a nap and
all I want to drink is water. This is really wierd....

takin' a break from all your worries, sure would help alot

after installing at least 5 viewing times of the Christmas Story on TBS, an
extra 2 hours a night after work for last minute Christmas shopping 4 days
before the eve event, and listening to non-stop Christmas music 1 week
before the big day......STILL, STILL I TELL YOU - there's no sense of
Christmas nostalgia in me. It's not like I dislike the event nor am I a
scrooge about giving people presents, but for me....the vibe has
disappeared. Did it really snow on Christmas eve just 4 years ago that
made it seem so magical and now due to global warming all I can do is hope
that it doesn't rain?? Do i neeeeed to have children in order to reassure
myself that i'm not some cold-blooded individual that has no sense of
feeling and thrive off of living vicariously through them?? is this just
another ongoing indication that i'm growing old and my mid-life crisis is
going to be pure hell if I feel like this now?

SO i had an idea, an epiphany, a metaphoric light bulb that's suppose to
symbolize that my mind still works! while being in the midst of filming my
documentary
(ahem....plug...*cough*.....http://www.thatasianthing.com....ahem! *cough*)
and in the words of Rocky Balboa (from the movie, "Rocky Balboa") - "I
still got stuff in the basement," - meaning that i'm still flowing with
that sweet adrenaline juice - i thought of this idea to make a
Santa-mentary. NOW i'm not sure if i'd want to do this, but i think it's a
good idea. So the premise is much like a product of M. Night's Signs and
the almost forgotten independent hit, Blair Witch Project. I guess it
would be about people trying to find the truth behind Santa. they would
travel to Antarctica and walk many, many miles in the freezing cold to get
to wherever the North Pole is supposedly located. after walking through
the freezing snow, they pass out and this is where it turns into something
like Signs - these midgets come and rescue them. Elves man! Elves!!

I would think it would not be children appropriate as it would be pretty
scary, trippy, and surreal. ALSO - i don't think you ever actually see
Santa throughout the whole ordeal. I think silhouettes, shadows, and quick
images of him throughout the flick would be cool. this is completely in
documentary format. i envision the beginning being this press conference
held by state officials about receiving classified footage that was sent to
them anonymously from the Antarctica. maybe it was held by the FBI during
the 80's and only now is being released (sorta like the John Lennon files
this past week).

It's just an idea to bring hype back into Christmas. It could work. And
no - this wouldn't be a comedy...it'd be like the Blair Witch - a fictional
documentary. WE'LL SEE....

moving right along - the overhyped event of new year's eve is approaching.
time to either be bored with your family or waste 200 bucks (entrance fee
for open bar & grub w/cab fare) on a forgotten drunken night. joy to the
world! be safe people and as always - wish for world peace!