everybody's tryin to be my baby...everybody's trying to be my, baby NOW!

does it count as a kiss if you're NOT initiating it? per se - if some
chick or dude where to enforce a kiss on you and you weren't suspecting, is
that regarded as a hook-up? SORTA goes along with the whole physical and
psychological connection. can sex be a separate entity from mental
connection? I don't really know. A lot of people have different p.o.v.'s
with this. Sometimes people ask if morals are involved because how can you
possibly have sexual relations with someone without having a mental
connection? But then again, how are there prostitutes in the world and how
are there people that buy the times of these prostitutes?

are we just brainwashed to accept what is wrong and right in the world? is
sex only suppose to be involved with affection and not a physical act of
relaxation? and how is this always different when a male does it - it's
accepted cause guys are dogs, but when a woman does it - she's accepted to
be a whore, slut, or "easy." And continuing on with the whole gender thing
- not all guys just have sex to have sex....we actually have feelings too.
there are men out there who do look for relationships and NO, they're not
all lame, nerdy, or not the right type. and yes, there are guys who do
know how to give women space.

why is there never an equal share of thought? there's always gotta be this
"game" and challenge. some people better be careful with this game -- you
could let someone pass through your life cause you played TOO hard to get.
sometimes...good things are right under your nose and you don't even know
it.

MOVING ALONG....new year's eve. ugh! when in the history of this event
did it become nearly impossible to have a good time without spending over
100 bucks at a nice place with friends and strangers? and how did it
become so overrated with finding someone to kiss at midnight?!?! ugh....i
hate it! it's like unnecessary pressure with one night of your frickin
life. i officially give up and will not take lead on this planning. if
people ask me what i'm doing...i'm just gonna ask back and weigh my own
options. AND if it comes down to staying home, getting drunk, and feeling
sorry for not going out....then let it be. "SHINE ON TILL TOMORROW...LET
IT BE!"