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i just had a raisin bran muffin from corner bakery. first off, i love
corner bakery. i think it rocks as far as breakfast is concerned.
(however, it never compares to clark's breakfast 3 o'clock in the morning,
drunk off your ass and trying to keep your head up so that the room stops
spinning). the bran muffin was rough to get through. it's not that it was
bad -- it was pretty good, but i'm just not a fan. "Why'd you get it then,
you idiot?!" WELL, i've been eating Hooters for the past 3 nights and that
DEFINITELY is NOT healthy. the dude that filmed SuperSize me, should do
"Let me Eat your Hooters." He would die by the end of the month....for
sure. i'm a pretty healthy eater....i mean, yes, i eat crap....but
throughout the week, i eat pretty well during breakfast and lunch. i run
throughout the week too. this week though, i wasn't able to run too much
and my friends/cousins went out for a birthday at Hooters. We had a lot
leftover and free food is free food -- take it home! we have a lot of
wings at home, which i enjoy, BUT to eat it 3 nights in a row and to not
run. i seriously felt my arteries clogging up last night. i woke up
feeling bla and lazy. that's not good. i've been sleeping late at night
as it is....so, i can't do this. THEREFORE, bran muffin this morning to
try to cleanse things out. AND last night i went to sleep at 9:30 pm!!
can you believe it?? AWESOME! i feel pretty fresh today. BUT (a lot of
these around my posts), i woke up at 3:30 a.m. and was restless for about
an hour before i could really fall asleep again. that's about 6 hours --
my usual amount of sleeping time lately. so that makes sense.

Sleep --> during my 2nd half of sleep from about 5'ish to 6:30'ish i had
some random ass dream but i woke up from it real quick and caught myself
laughing. have you ever done that? caught your body doing something that
you didn't initialize. it was frickin wierd. i woke up laughing and then
i stopped and told myself in my head that i'm a frickin lunatic! (i
already know this though....so it's not self depricating. i like being
insane actually. where do you think creativity derives from?) BUT it was
so wierd to catch myself doing something that i wasn't really in control
of.

it's only friday morning, but i already feel like all i want to do this
weekend is work on my documentary. watch-- after work, i'll want to go out
and drink myself to sleep. Ggggeeeeeeeez -- can we be a little productive
this weekend?! PLEASE!